A scientist's sunny story
Hey there,
I’m Sarah, a scientist-turned online writer and world traveller. Throughout my time as a PhD and postdoc in microbiology, I was seeing what a potential career in academia would look like. I believed in scientific research as I was always curious about how life works and how different players interact to make our planet function. I knew that only by completely understanding the details of biology, we would be able to apply our knowledge and create technologies to improve people’s lives.
So, I thought being a researcher and always at the edge of human knowledge would satisfy my curiosity. However, I also felt extremely restricted by the academic environment; I was physically dependent on a lab to do research, my location of residence would depend on an institute to hire me and/or an agency to pay for my salary, I would only be recognised as a “real” scientist after publishing in high-impact journals. And lastly, there was just never enough in academia; a scientific career could only move upward. All of this perfectionism and shaming gave me anxiety and worries about the future, which I wasn’t too happy about.